Knowing my boyfriend he usually gets upset if I talk to my guy friends. Which I stopped doing. Yesterday, a guy friend of mine messaged me saying he is in a lot of pain and asking for prayers. I met this friend of mine in school. Nobody wanted to be around him because he was yellow due to his illness and He is usually by himself. We were in Job corps. Its a program where you have to live and go to school there. Its also a closed campus. We felt isolated in a way. But I decided to be his friend because why not! Back to the topic. He messaged me and basically discreetly saying goodbye. I know because were friends and that saddened me. I didnt know how to respond . I replied “omfg” . Then he responded. I didnt open his message since i am saddened and didnt know what to say. I was screen recording my phone to show my boyfriend what i was doing and He asked i have an unread message. So I kind of panicked. Honestly, i lied because I knew that even if my friend is dying or needing my help, as long as its a guy he will get upset. So I lied to him and im not good at lying he caught me right away. I just felt like he didnt need to know it was him, because its gonna be another discussion and another argument waiting to happen. I never cheated on him. I never will. I loved him dearly and its ripping me inside. We broke up.. ill be okay i know. But i dont feel horrible that i lied. I guess i just miss him is all. 🥺🥺🥺 argh </3
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