I'm 18F, and although I've had a few relationships already that fell apart terribly, I've honestly started to believe that maybe love just isn't for me.
I'm someone who wants a committed monogamous relationship with someone I'm both physically and emotionally/mentally attracted to, but it seems I can't both.
Every relationship I've had, or with even every relationship I've tried to have always seems to end with me getting screwed over. I've been cheated on, emotionally and physically abused, and it feels like I can't keep anyone.
I know a part of this problem might be with my lack of confidence and self-worth, but I know that when I'm in a relationship I never have ill intentions or treat my partner like shit. I never see it as me vs. them when we get in an argument. I'm loyal and thoughtful.
But for some reason, I never seem to get the same back. Not long ago, I was talking to someone who I had been mutually flirting with, only to then get flaked on and told, "sorry, I'm seeing someone else but we can stay friends"
And now once again I'm going through another situation where I've been talking to someone for a while and even though we both have very strong feelings for one another, he's starting to see another girl too and he doesn't know what to do.
I'm just heartbroken and jaded as fuck. I wish I was someone's priority, I wish I mattered enough to someone I was actually attracted to. I don't think I believe in love anymore.
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