i don't know what i want to do or be in life

i live in a small boring town in iraq/kurdistan where nothing exciting or fun ever happens. now.im trying to mechanic skills with my dad i have $10 a day sometimes

im trying to learn another language and i want to learn even more valuable or meaningful skills but idk what. maybe i need a hobby but like i said boring town.

im trying to improve my self, was tired of watching porn everyday. or trying to chase girls. i don't even have friends, i don't even know what to talk about but im trying to sau everything i can so i can learn from my mistakes

I exercise everyday and eat better and try to be not an asshole to my co-workers. I also want to read books about self help or psychology or philosophy but still havent. Im curious about movies, science, astrology, history, about Many more.

im 20 now im still in school and i often compare my self to successful people on YouTube or Twitch.. and sometimes i think why put my self through this.. money isnt everything and we only live a short life

but i only have a phone and i like video games and movies so its hard to do YouTube or Twitch.. we dont even have PayPal here.

so i went to YouTube "How to make money online" and isnt most of it just a scam? Or those apps?

I hope they aren't. And im also tired of posting here

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