To make a long story short, I broke up with my BF of 3 years about a month ago. he was the only person i’ve genuinely pictured a future with. after i broke up with him my best friend came onto me and like 2 weeks later we ended up hooking up. big mistake, should have never crossed that line. i’m certain that pursuing something with him would be a bad idea, and i can’t stop thinking about my ex.
i want him back, i miss him so much and i know he misses me too. i know that he would likely take me back in time, but now i have this whole “sleeping with my best friend” thing i’d inevitably have to tell him if we are ever going to try things again. and i don’t think he’d take that well at all, i’m scared it will ruin all chances of reconciliation. it would also mean abandoning that friendship out of respect for the continuing relationship with my ex, which is hard to think about as well.
Maybe this belongs better in r/vent but I just don’t know what to do. Don’t know what i want, and i’m so scared i’m going to look back at this in 5 years and still regret leaving him.
edit: thank you for the DM’s telling me i’m disgusting, i am aware. i don’t feel good about this like??
[link] [comments]
from Dating Advice https://ift.tt/3FYyJqP
via IFTTT
No comments:
Post a Comment