Hi Reddit. I don’t know where to start, I’ve just been feeling really sad and guilty these past few weeks and need to know what to expect from now on. (Excuse my English, not my first language).
So it all started when I (21F) met this man (just turned 24M). I was complaining to my sister over the phone that I had math homework to do and because I’m really bad at it, then I wasn’t planning on doing it lmao. Right when we ended the call, he came up to me laughing and told me that he’s more than happy to help me with my homework since he’s a businessman and accountant and therefore knows all about math.
He gave me his number and we started texting and calling everyday until he one day invited me to his home so he could help me with my homework face to face. It then turned into flirting and we had our first kiss. But I also told him that I’m taking a break from relationships since I’ve been hurt so much in the past by men who lovebombed me and dissapeared like I never existed in their life. He told me he was really hurt because he had fallen in love with me and wanted to get married to me one day. But we continued texting and calling and he eventually took me out to the prettiest hotels and restaurants ever and spoiled me. We also started going out every weekend to eat ice cream in the park together.
He was my dream guy: Handsome, tall, sweet, a good listener, smart, rich and funny. But I still had trauma from my past relationships that made me not want to commit to him. And this is the thing I regret the most in my whole life.
He started being cold and distant. One day he deactivated his Snapchat account for a whole month but came back crying and begging me for my love but I rejected him. His friends also started adding me and asked if I could just give him a chance since he became really depressed and couldn’t stop mentioning how much I hurt him and that he loves me everytime he hangs out with them. So I did.
We cooked food together at his home and talked for so many hours. But then I went home and saw that he had deactivated his Snapchat accout and blocked my number.
I’ve been dreaming about him for a whole week now since he left and I’m in just so much pain. We were talking about getting married soon but then he just leaves me like that. Now I don’t know if everything he said was ever true. I don’t know what to expect. Will he ever come back or does this mean that he has left for good? I can’t bear the pain anymore I don’t even have more tears left to cry because I’ve been crying every single night after he left
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