Long story short....
My boyfriend and I broke up a couple months back... worst heartache I’ve ever gone through. Why? Well we still love eachother dearly but I became dependent, clingy, my insecurities started poking holes in our relationship. Then one day we realized we needed to break up..
Now today we still are not together, but we still talk, we meet up and hang out. But we don’t have a relationship. In all honesty I wanna get back but he says he’s not ready. I asked if he wants to go date other women he told me no... Now all of you are probably laughing at me like HA u stupid girl he’s out there having fun. However I know him well enough to know he isn’t. He’s the type the tell me if he was cause he doesn’t play games (one of the things I love about him). It’s no bullshit with him.
As for me I have no desire to date. My hearts with him.. I only want him. I know I sound stubborn but am I wrong for waiting. Like I’m taking this time to be more confident in myself and not be so dependent and needy on someone. It’s a long and hard process but I’m trying. I still do miss him like crazy and I honestly just have hope we’ll eventually get back together... is this bad? Idk what to do. He told me he wants me in his future but rn he can’t put his all in a relationship, which I respect but it does suck cause I’m scared of loosing him
Now I’m not saying I’m closed off to talking to someone but rn if it’s not him I’m not looking. Now if someone was to come up and things are rolling really well I won’t turn it down
I guess what I’m asking is, is having hope in our future bad? Am I an idiot for being so hopeful? I probably am but I guess I want someone to tell me I’m not and just to wait. Even tho we had our downs our goods were so good, we get eachother so well and we click. It’s just me personally I’m not emotionally strong... I’m sensitive and put myself down cause I don’t trust myself and I projected a lot of that on him. I’m willing to wait for him but am I being stupid? Like he tells me I can do Wte I want... if I want to wait I can If I want to date I can, but he said why he won’t do is tell me what to do cause it’s not fair to him. Which I get but the uncertainty just hurts
Pls help lol
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