He ghosted me when I told him I had cancer and then tried speaking to me a few days later, I ignored him. He never reached out again. Even though he hurt me I still care about him and want him. why won’t the pain go away?

He ghosted me when I told him I had cancer and then tried speaking to me a few days later, I ignored him. He never reached out again. He is a cancer survivor and I wish he was still there. I dont want to cry anymore. Even though he hurt me I still care about him and want him. why won’t the pain go away? I have a feeling he’s with someone else already and I have literal chest pain. Even typing this I feel chest pain. I miss him so much and everyday that goes by I feel more alone. I have no support and no one to speak to. I hate living here. I can’t even leave because everything is closed because of the coronavirus. I miss him so much. Will he ever come back?

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