There was friend's of my other friend. He saw my pictures and social media accounts and somehow he found my number and texted me. We started talking also I was knowing him as a name as well. Two weeks later we met in person with our common friend. After that day in our country lockdown has started so we went different cities for our homes. But it didn't change a thing for our new starting relationship we got pretty close, talked everyday till midnights about important things. And things got wild. He started saying some serious and loving things and as I know him and as the way he said to me saying this kind of things wasn't easy for him to say. We started watching movies and talking all day through discord server. Seriously we were together for a 12 hours of a day. But I knew that he was missing one of his old lovers and he was also writing down other girls for flirting. And he once told me that he can't be fall in love and he doesn't believe in love neither. But the thing between us was coming real to me. I am not really into the flirting sort of stuffs and he knew that before so he protected that distance for a while. We kept on going like for a three months, he kept saying good stuffs and kind of flirting with me and I was all there for him and showing my affection. Other than that everything we got pretty close as a friends. I was the one for him that he could trust compeletely. It wasn't same for me about trusting but I knew that I was kind of falling for him.
After three months he said he wants to tell me something about us but he has to say it in a person because that it is important and it might put our relationship in a different way. I knew that it was about confessing thing. Because he meant it with his words and with the songs that he shared but I didn't want to push it because I wasn't able to trust him. After one month at the late of the night he called me while he was drunk and he said that he missed his old lover and I calmed him down and after he got sober he said all those beautiful things to me again. I was so sad and next day I decided to talk to him. I asked about the stuff that he mentioned before he said I don't remember an hour later he called me. And he said "if I tell you this and my old lover comes back to me I might get confused and I don't want to hurt you so I can't tell you." I said that means you still love her but he found a perfect cover and I got believed into this. After that we didn't talk about this and we weren't talking as much as we used to do. Also I heard from our common friend that he was still writing down many other girls for flirting. And we stopped talking like we used to do. He was only calling me late at the night when he was feeling bad and he was keep telling me I'll tell you later when things are clearer. After this blurry six months I wrote him that things has changed and the fact that I don't like it. He said to me that he was feeling low and need alone time and he asked me to be patient. I got mad because I was waiting for him for over than four months and we had a fight. One day later from social media he shared post about a girl. My world cracked.
He made a girlfriend after the day we fighted. And two weeks later he reached out me through our friend. He suddenly started calling me friend and he didn't even mention about that girl even though he knew that I knew. I didn't want to push because nothing was clear and I didn't want to lose him as a friend. One week later he broke up with that girl and right after that texted me and told me that he hates people except me and our common friend. And said that to me that I am perfect but he wanted from me to not ask emotional feedback from him. He still behaved like I didn't know about girl. I found out their break-up through social media as well not from him. After that day we were like our old days and kept talking but I was determined this time that I want him more than a friend.
And I confessed him. He didn't believe me and told me that I am making fun of with him. After saying somethings he convinced but this time he started telling me that he is disgusting person and I am nothing like that so how it would be disaster for us. And told me all about that how I deserve someone better. He was always saying that he was disgusting and there was some serious issues about him that I already knew. I didn't push this time neither. He didn't reject me or said anything neither. And after two days I texted and he treated me in a disgusting way. That day's night I found out that he has a new girlfriend through social media once again. The thing is he was in this relationship even before I confessed to him.
And I texted our common friend who wasn't really into our relationship and I told him about everything. Our friend didn't believe because apparently he didn't mentioned any of this stuffs before and I wasn't talking to our friend about this because our friend was't trusting him and our friend never wanted us to meet actually. So our friend talked to him and also they had a fight about this. As I heard back from my friend he didn't mention any of the previous stuffs and he told that he always saw me as a friend. I got mad once again for lying to our friend like that.
After a month later I texted him for a emergency situation and we fighted again. Than I blocked him compeletely but even after blocking he kept adding some meaningfull songs to our common spotify playlists. Sharing some stuffs through social media about the things we did before. It's been three months since I confessed and two after we fighted but he still messes with me in a way that no one can prove. I don't know what to believe. And also I heard from our friend just around the times we stopped talking he got a hate letter from his old lover. And he was always feeling sorrow for hurting her in the past and he told me several times that he could hurt me but he would never want that thing to happen. There was so many red flags even at the beginning but he still keeps messing with me and I still like him to be honest.
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