Now this happens once in a blue moon but the other day I was at x doing x thing.
The situation was this hot girl (She was a redhead) comes up to me and start being friendly. She was just acting very silly and smiling a lot and asking me favors in the most welcoming of ways.
Now she could be just messing with me (maybe she was bored) but the thing is other guys where hitting on her too and she didn't seem to have that same energy with them (hard to tell).
The point is I'm a self-pitying POS that is always drowning in self-loathe because I can't get a girlfriend but when a woman does pay me attention and tries to "play games" this is what I do:
Fake smile, act politely, and pretend like I don't give a single fuck about her when I actually I'm pretty interested in her and she's very good looking.
Why? Am I self-sabotaging on purpose? Or do I enjoy having a miserable life and being bitter about my own actions? I don't understand my behavior or why I couldn't open up and flirt with her.
I'm a nervous wreck but when I get in "the zone" I can manage the conversation and stir the boat really well but sometimes I just "freeze".
The other encounter is more hilarious than bad. A girl started a conversation with me we chatted for like 5 seconds then silence. Then I manage to come up with a good joke (it was sexual one) then she laughs and a moment later she said: "I am horny".
I don't remember if I was hearing clearly but she said very closely so only I could her that she was horny but my brain for some reason didn't register it and I just continued about my day. I didn't even have the balls to say "could you repeat yourself?".
Point being I am pathetic. I need help.
[link] [comments]
from Dating Advice https://ift.tt/3czamTa
via IFTTT
No comments:
Post a Comment