How do I let him go? He's not actually even with me. We were together I think. His parents fixed his marriage he didn't want it. But can't say no. Ans I couldn't let him go. So we stayed together for a couple of months. But he changed, stopped calling me at all, no texts, according to him it was his way of making me less attached to him. Before that we'd talk for hours on call, would find any excuse to see each other. Last month we didn't talk at all, he was mad at something on the last call, it made me mad and I stopped calling him. He didn't call me or anything for one whole month. But I couldn't move on, I tried. All I ever thought about was him, prayed, everything. Then I gave up and called him two days ago, we talked, he said he'll come see me, he did. It was after 11 at night. And we spent 2 hours in his car. I mostly wanted to talk, we did but he started kissing and stuff, I tried to stop but gave in because I was missing him and he's my weakness. But it felt like he's only using me. I love him, so much. I don't know how to accept that I have to let go. I'm only hurting myself. I tolerate all this just to have one two hour with him, that too maybe, only if he wants to come. He's amazing in everything. Being with him is so much fun and perfect. He'll make me feel good. He'll lecture me about stuff I'm dumb in and will ask about everything in my life, my family. I just don't understand him. It feels like he's trying to stay away but can't or don't want to. I don't know. I just know this is hurting me too much. I'm scared to call him because I don't know if he'll pick up or not. If he doesn't I'll feel rejected. We work almost at the same place too, which makes it even more difficult to move on or leave him. The last month every time I saw him it broke my heart. I don't want to go through that pain. I'm so scared.
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