im only 20 and ive never been in a long term relationship and always told myself that i wouldnt because it just leads to unnecessary emotions. I met this girl and we had been talking for 7 months. Ive always told her that i never wanted something serious.
But she hit alot different and i continued to speak to her, i actually started to care and got emotional thinking about certain stuff involving her. It was the first time i actually had feelings for a girl. I ended up calling it off with the girl because i was just too scared off these emotions i have never felt before. I usually like to keep a high guard up and not show my emotions. So i was extremely scared to be vulnerable like that for the first time. But now every day im sad and i feel extreme regret. I also think about how things would be different 5 or so years down the line if i was too never make this decision.
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