And sometimes I wonder why.
I broke up with the last guy I was with because five months after we started seeing each other, he said he still had feelings for his ex. called her perfect. despite their toxic relationship (his words, I’m not projecting lol). she’s beautiful.
Nobody’s ever called me perfect. no guy has ever held on to me. nobody has ever really made an effort to be with me. I haven’t had a lot of partners. some people have shown interest but they usually dip.
I’m not saying I’m great. I’m a sarcastic, nerdy little gremlin with weird hair who wears LOTR jewelry and speaks almost entirely in tangents.
but I dunno. I care a lot about people. and I try very hard to be… worthwhile. if that makes sense?
for a while I thought I wasn’t outgoing enough, then attractive enough, or maybe I just wasn’t nice? but I dunno. I’m not trying to blame anyone else, of course. maybe it’s a patience thing.
I guess I’m asking if anyone has ever had someone fight for them? am I crazy to think that’s at least a small part of love? Or am I… setting the bar too high. Or being unrealistic about how people will treat me based on the fact that I’m just a normal person. Thx.
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