Idk if anyone's gonna read this but I just wanna say it
Also if you're gonna read this, thank you, and please, note that English is not my first language
Why does it feel weird that my ex girlfriend is now dating someone? I mean, I've always known this was gonna happen and I thought we were over each other, we almost got back at some points but she always pulls back, rightfully so, I just didn't treat her as I should've, don't get me wrong I wasn't abusive or anything, it's more about the things I didn't do more than the things I did.
I also don't want to confront her now, that it's too late, I don't want to ruin whatever thing she's having right now, we decided we we're gonna remain friends but I can't even talk to her without feeling.. weird.
A few hours ago I just blocked her, I got the feeling that she knows what's going on, especially that I was sneakily trying to slip a 'flirtation' every now and then, I know, a really terrible thing for me to do, but in my defense, we've always been like that even after we broke up (not right after it took us a while).
She knows that I still have feelings even though I didn't say it, maybe even denied it sometimes, besides, she used to say that she wanted to stop talking to me because she still had feelings, and then we had a fight over something irrelevant, we stopped talking until I called her to congratulate her for graduating, then we met, then I found out, then it started feeling terrible.
And I started wanting her more than ever.
I just want you to be honest with me, nothing you say will offend me, promise.
Is it just my ego making me feel jealous? especially that the guy is objectively waaay better than me in a lot of aspects
Is it just that I'm a selfish person? Because I'd get that
Was it right to block her or did I just make her feel bad about her potential new relationship?
Should I try to keep talking to her as one of my very few (sometimes only) friends?
Or should I just move on and let her be?
Also what are your general thoughts about this?
Ik it's common and it probably happened to a billion trillion people before me.. but it's a first to me so idk..
If you got this far thank you and I'd really like to know what you think of this.
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