My ex wife and I got pregnant after trying for a year but when we found she was pregnant she left me. Then she informed me that she got an abortion. I was devastated and while I was in tears she informed me that its probably wasn't even mine. That hurt more then I can explain, and now I find my self terrified of women. I'm scared to feel that pain again. To be a failure to my unborn child (whom might not have been mine). I keep asking myself what kind of man can't protect or provide for his children? Do I even deserve kids? What do I do? Because I do want a family but I cant fail like that again. I feel so scared when girls flirt with me, sex is the worst thing (I cry after sex more often then not now), and when my current girlfriend told me she loved me I felt nothing but fear like it was all happening over again. She saw my reaction and it hurt her but I don't know what to say. Everytime I'm vulnerable with women they just use it against me later. I dont want to hurt her, but it's just that women scare me.
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