F20 This has happened before but it makes me feel empty. Don’t worry, I realized he just wanted me for sex so I didn’t have sex with even though it was very close. Part of me did want to sleep with him and still does but he didn’t even find it worth courting me or taking me out at least once. I’m a gorgeous girl but people finding me attractive doesn’t flatter me much. He’s my coworker and right away he was trying to get in my pants. He first asked if we could go out for coffee, I declined because his hygiene was so bad. Well me being a people pleaser I tried to get to know him (at work) despite that. Well eventually he started taking care of that and he became extremely attractive to him. I started letting him give me rides home. This whole time he had been flirting every chance he got. On the rides home he’d say stuff about how nice my butt is, and how we should massage each other in the back of his car. I said no while I was still trying to get him to open up to me on a friend level. (I wanted him to talk to me like I was more then a piece of @ss. Well one day after work he wanted to spend time with me and me still holding on said yes. In the car we tried making plans but his idea was getting a $20 motel with me.. he said this. I was talking about my hair and he said he wants to see it from the back. Now I know I was probably being desperate at this point because I agreed to let him give me a massage, we got in the back and it’s obvious what he tried. Well finally I said drop me off and he did. (We didn’t have sex but I was sitting on his lap). I let it go that far because I was sexually attracted but I knew how broken I’d feel if I let it go all the way. He was supposed to call me later (I didn’t expect him to call and he didn’t). I’m still hurt and now I want revenge. I’m the cutest girl at our job and he’s gonna have to look at me until one of us quits. All the guys like me at our job. I have no idea what to expect for f us now working together. I need advice. P.s. I understand now why they say don’t play where you stay.
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