Kind of venting here just wondering if anyone else feels the same as me.
I’m comfortable being alone. I’ve only been in 1 relationship that lasted 3 months. Another fling lasted on/off for about a year. In the grand scheme of my 28 years of life…I’ve always been single.
At the same time, I want to find a partner. I want love. I want a relationship. I don’t know why I’ve had such a hard time finding someone when I know for sure I’m a catch. I just think I have bad luck and tell myself that God has someone really special in store for me. As a 28 year old female..my mental and biological clock is ticking.
I try to put myself out there on the apps but just find myself so discouraged at the idea of small talk, going on first dates, and to be honest most men just give me the ick these days. Not sure if I’ve become emotionally unavailable since I’ve become cynical when it comes to my love life. No clue what it is.
I’m stuck between accepting the fact that I will likely never find someone at the rate I’m going, and definitely not with the mindset I have. But the other part of me really wants love but can’t help being stuck in my self-pity party because my love life thus far has been a joke.
It’s just a weird in between!! Wondering if anyone feels like this and wondering if I should push past it and keep myself out there. Or delete the apps and take the break from men.
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