TLDR;
Her and I cuddled all night and continued in the morning/afternoon in front of our friend group, but she is in a relationship as of right now.
my friends and i had a little party for passing semester 1 so we drank. when i got there, this girl(my friend) was asleep and prior to this, there were no feelings other than some sort of platonic love towards her. i mean if i had to pick, out of anyone before hand, it would still probably be her that i would go for, but this just ended up happening. after we woke her up which was probably around 11 pm, we made sure she stayed up with music blasting, because she pregamed for a couple hours. it got to the point where her and i eventually faded off from the group because two of the other three were upstairs staring at eachother on the bathroom floor and the hallway floor, and the other one ended up falling asleep on the wooden landing halfway up the stairs.
once they had gone upstairs, her and i decided it would be a plan to smoke two joints, and take 3 more shots, and by the time that we came inside, that's when buddy had fallen asleep on the stairs, previously waiting for them to come down, only to be disappointed because they went to the bedroom without remembering it once he was already asleep to go to sleep aswell.
when we realized that we were the only ones left awake, we decided to continue watching euphoria which we had been binge watching as a group beforehand, so we both cuddled up to eachother on the couch for hours and hours on end, even continuing until 3 pm the next day, even after everyone of our close friends came downstairs and woke up, one of which who introduced us. another one of our friends showed up at 12;30 ish pm the next day to see one of her best friends who IS IN a relationship (although it is very flawed and possibly on the verge of ending, even without the circumstances) cuddling up to me and the continuation of that up until when i left.
now the question is, am i a homewrecker, or is this good for her and just a bad look on my reputation even if the guy treats her ways he shouldn't?
EDIT ; her best friend says she plans on breaking up with her boyfriend next time she sees him, and i can't help but feel like a lot of it is my fault, after her best friend emphasized that she said that she is breaking up with him for HEr, and that she has wanted to for a while, although she said she can't just forget what happened, and that it would be different if there were no feelings, and it were an innocent cuddle. her friend said she definitely thinks she wants to work things out with me, but in the end am i at fault?
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