Just wanna vent off some issues, I've always struggled at connecting with girls, ever since I was a little kid. I even remember how I never invited girls to my birthday parties when I was little. Now that I am a teenager it feels even worse because I feel that I will die alone because I have failed to make female friends and because I struggle at forming emotional connections.
My other problem is that I have little genuine interest for the girls in my city, and I am horrible at faking myself, so even if I just wanted to hookup with a girl I wouldn't be able to because I couldn't seduce her with words. I really only started to care about this when I was 15, and I have made so many attempts to make myself more desireabe to girls, but in the end I see no changes, girls still don't end up giving a shit about me or even acknowledging that I exist.
I've been rejected so many times and Everytime it happens I take a step back and try to find out what I did wrong, but in the end I can't find anything and just assume that maybe I'm not her type or that she isn't looking for a relationship. I do my best to avoid sounding creepy, desperate, or offensive.
I feel that no matter what strategy I use to score dates, I'll just end up failing, girls have called me ugly right to my face before so I know for a fact that using tinder or "sliding into DM's" won't work. Yet in person I'm socially awkward and can't ever think of anything to say.
I feel that if I am still single into my 20s I might just end my life, id rather be dead than be lonely
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