The girl I liked and tried multiple times to date moved on. I tried to reconnect(covid) with her like a month ago, well she said she was busy the first time. She wrote, "Hey! Sorry, I can't this week! How are you doing:)" we talked a bit, and after another week, I ask for again. She has resits and moves back to her Country for the summer as an excuse. To be fair is quite valid. And wished me a good summer again with the :).
I can understand she moved on, you know. I hate that she isn't straight to the point. Or kind of mention it, I know through social media she is seeing someone else. I can definitely see the flirting in the comments. I can see why she moved on, but it feels just crappy. I prefer she was straight with me and not through more or less social media stalking. I still follow her on social media but silenced her stories and posts. I honestly hope that she ain't backburner me, and the moment this fails comes to me or gives me weird signals again. I am quite tired of this.
I am not really looking for advice or anything. I want to vent a bit out. When I eventually see her in September, I think I moved enough to act normal, etc. But I just hated that she texted me like that. But to be honest, that how she texts everyone. Is the way she is. She ain't a bad person even if I am somewhat mad at her and sad. I think I am sadder because I could imagine a life with her, but to be honest. She is a cute girl with interesting hobbies, etc. I would say a real catch in itself.
But to be honest, I wonder if I made her the love of my life in my head. She was quite difficult with a few things. She is somewhat shy and hard to read.
I don't know. Maybe if there weren't covid, it would be done and if I handled it well from the start with her. Like I made a few early flirting. I don't know. I hope she has a fine life and I find someone else. I didn't really realize what Covid did to me, to be honest. At least with the summer, everything reopening, I think I might find my peace. Partying etc.
Like I said don't need the advice to want to vent a bit. I know how to feel better. If I didn't have resits and scripture to turn in next week, I would be hitting the gym, etc.
Just wondering if you guys have faced the same or I don't know. Like I said just want to talk a bit, not really advice. Like I do have friends etc., but I don't want to burden them with this. I talked about it but didn't really want to talk to them because I kind of know what they would say.
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