I’m 34. Woman. Brown. Big. Pierced. Bi. Looks wise, I don’t know if I’m attractive or not. Grew up being called ugly, so my perception is fucked. But to be objective , I do get men trying to say hello to me on the street . Anyways, I’m on antidepressants. Depression, grief, dead parents, dead friend- all that. And I have not dated in 4 years. Before 2021, I was promiscuous. After 2021 my life kinda stopped. Now , I just can’t muster the energy to talk to anyone. No sex, no romance. I feel I’m doing mentally well now . Don’t get severe depressive episodes. How do I date?how do I connect in a romantic way? I don’t want to go back to my hookup ways of my 20’s. I don’t want to be lonely either. Honestly, I have dreams of being hugged and held. On top of all that, I have kinks. I’m masochistic I’m sure. So, finding someone compatible feels like an insurmountable task. I’m solitary by nature and mostly stay home to read books. I just go out to work or feed the cats on my street
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