It is awful.... I don't know why I am posting here lol I doubt anyone can help but w.e
Without sounding arrogant I am a above average looking guy.....
I don't have a problem with women. I'm 28 and jm finding my way as far as what I want in a woman and what I dont.
However overall the years I've been super avoidant under the guise that life is too short and I don't want a relationship but in reality it's simply because I can't handle being vulnerable.
I keep getting myself into toxic situations to avoid commitment but I end up hurt anyway.
For example; I have had a very bad habit of getting involved with girls that have boyfriends. I think it's a subconscious thing but in the end I end up getting attached to them anyway and getting hurt. Those situations are never good unless you are truly just in it for the sex.
I take rejection horribly. Like it eats me alive. My ego gets so bruised.
Or when I do decide I like someone it co assumes my mind. I kind of drop everything and chase the girl.I need validation from them. If I dont get it I'm just fucked in the head.
It's a ugly ugly ugly trait.
I know it's all my head too because I was hooking up with a girl who had a bf and broke up with him for me. It wasn't long before she went back to him (not looking for sympathy wtf could I expect?)
It destroyed me but as soon as I met another girl I was instantly over the last which tells me it was just me not that the other was special.
Guess what the new girl had a bf too and I still pursued her. Self sabotage lol
She pretty much friend zoned me and I let that consume me now. Rejection.
WTF is my deal lol?
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