A year ago I was texting with a girl from my college who contacted me. We didn’t know each other before, but we met in college after we started texting. We texted for a month until I ignored her. She texted me again after a month and we talked again until I ignored her.
I was just a mess then. I am an addict (although my addiction is not as terrible as the addiction can be) and at that time I did not have the will to correspond. I would answer her once a day. If I was drugged and drunk 2-3 days in a row, I wouldn’t reply and conversation would stop because I was embarrassed to reply her after 3 days. A couple of times I made up a lie why I couldn’t answer her for 2-3 days, but I didn’t want to lie multiple times because then it would be obvious to her too.
She knows nothing about my addiction. I don’t even look like an addict and I’m one of the better students at our college. She is the complete opposite of me and a very good and normal person who does not take drugs.
I think I have changed now and I am sorry for everything. I was sorry then too, but I was trash anyway. I really like her, but then I couldn’t go against myself.
I’d love to contact her, but I don’t know how good an idea that is. What would she think if I texted her again now after a year? What should I tell her?
I know I was a jerk, but I don’t think I will be this time.
[link] [comments]
from Dating Advice https://ift.tt/3hW9s3R
via IFTTT
No comments:
Post a Comment