To my history: never had a relationship, had a couple of dates, but sometimes i did Not want to continue, but most of the time they did not. Feedback was that i was nice but it was nothing special. I am very shy so I struggle to find the right time for kissing, holding hands and so on, so it ends in a nice talk but Not more.
So to the current Situation. I was partying in prague with some friends and met a very special russian women. I was a Bit drunk (she was Not) but we Had some really nice talking and due to alkohol i was not so shy anymore and she also started Things by herself and did Not wait for me to make every move. We Kissed, Had Long hugs and we were Holding hands when i brought her Home.
We continued to write each other but now she barely writes anymore and i am affraid to loose contact. I don't want to be to clingy, but i already miss her and would Like to have more contact with writing and calling (Meeting in Person is a Bit hard as we are Not Close to each other). She also answers a Bit more short, Like when i wrote her that i really liked spending the time with her and i Hope we can continue this soon, she only wrote OK 😊
There are more examples to this. She did Not write Yesterday and today only one message. Which seems Like she has Not much interest anymore, but in her Message she sent me a playlist with some beautifull Songs that seem Like she picked them up for me. The Playlist was created Yesterday, so she put some effort into it to send me something nice.
Now i don't know If i should ignore her a Bit as well or keep on showing my interest, but to this she did Not react much in the past.
I am already affraid that the Message today was her Last one, as it is already a couple of ours ago, but i also know she did Not write me yesterday and then came up with this really sweet Playlist.
I barely know her, but i already Like her a lot. Every Messages bring's of her me joy and i can't Stop thinking about our time together
I know i am very insecure and i definetly don't Show it to her this way. Not Sure If there could actually advice be given, i Just wanted to get this of my chest
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