I 19m and my ex girlfriend 18f have been broken up for almost two years. We would talk on the phone every month or so ever since we broke up. But last night I was hanging out with some friends at the local hangout spot and my ex runs over to me and asked to borrow my phone because hers died and she needed to call someone. So I let her. After she left I texted her and asked her how she’s been since we didn’t get to say much in that moment. We ended up talking on the phone for 20 minutes or so. Fast forward an hour or so she was at our hangout spot with some of her friends, her friends left and it was just her. She told me she was gonna come see me but my friends were in my car. So I walked over to hers. I got inside and I can’t lie I was pretty tense and it was awkward at first. We caught up for an hour and things got more comfortable. Then she started looking at me the way she used to when we were dating. Like everyone knows that look lol. She me and he started kissing. EVERYTHING started coming back. The feelings. The memories. The excitement. That tingling feeling that I’ve tried to find with other girls since her. I felt it all. After two years. I didn’t know what to say and I wasn’t sure what exactly I was feeling in the moment. So much time has passed since we’ve done anything so I just hugged her. She started crying while we were hugging I could feel it. Then I started crying. We must of been hugging at this point for 10 minutes straight not saying a word. Then we just made out for like 2 hours. I’m not sure why we did for so long. Then she asked me why I said I was moved on, i said “I thought I was” I asked her the same thing she said “ you’ll always have a special place in my heart” then she said that her best friend wants to see us back together. I jokingly said “yeah if it would ever work out” I talked to her and said I was open to it. (She broke up with me because she her grandma died and she was stressed with life) understandable. We then talked for another hour or so. I asked if she would ever see me again and she promised she would. We said our goodbyes and hugged for like another 10 minutes lol. I asked her if she got home safe and she said yes.
I’m totally lost and unsure what to do. Part of me wants to see where this goes because we both CLEARLY care so much about each other. But part of me doesn’t want to hurt as much as I did when we broke up.
That night was the happiest I’ve felt in years truly. I just want to know what my next course of action should be. Thank you friends!
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