Me and my ex were together for 10 months. We just broke up the other day, And he didn’t always treat me the best , he would yell at me when he was mad, and call me names. And put me down a lot , we did have good times together sometimes. He did have a drinking problem and sometimes being around him was hard , because he would drink most of the time around me. One time he had came over , and I knew he was drunk. Because of the way he was acting I had asked him if he was drunk , and he told me no he was touching my breast and I told him to stop. I took his hands off and he didn’t listen, and he put them back, when he went home he told me he was in fact drunk. And that he wouldn’t do that if he was sober , I don’t know why I fall for guys like this. I know there’s other guys out there for me but for some reason, I can’t seem to want other guys. Why am I like this ,there can be someone who would wanna treat me like a queen but I just rather someone like him. I can’t seem to let him go my mom and dad and brother have said to me several times, that i deserve better and I haven’t been listening to them. I’ve been brushing it off, when he would get angry at me. He would said stuff like he dosent actually love me, and that he’s only with me because he’s bored. I suffer from depression and I’ve been really depressed , because I had last my grandma last February due to cancer. And I lost my sex drive, and he tells me "you never get me hard" . And when I didn’t wanna give him head sometimes he would get mad at me , sometimes he would blame me for things that he would do which wasn’t fair to me. I really don’t understand why, he would make me really upset sometimes . With things he would do/ say and it would make me cry, and when I’d cry he would call me a cry baby. We would make me drink alcohol to have sex with him. when he KNOWS I’m alcohol intolerant, I had collapsed once and ended up being taken to the hospital. They told me that I have alcohol intolerance, that night when we got back to my house. He had sex with me and I was like wtf he literally knows that I should’ve be drinking. Because it causes me to collapse , and shit if I drink but he would still make me drink to have sex with him. I keep telling myself he loved me , I don’t know why I chose guys like this..
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