Ive been texting this guy i met on tinder since November, last year. Its been constant, maybe a week is the most we've gone without shooting a text.
I'm not going to lie, this has been the most frustrating bit of my life so far. From the very start I've tried to cut off because I'm overly invested with someone who isn't (we've only met twice, for example, despite living fifteen minutes away— something that's on him). I'm really weak though, so that clearly hasn't happened. Every time i tried to make a clean break, he managed to reel me back in.
Since quarantine things have been different. My life's become a lot harder, and i dont have much to distract me, so i depended a lot on him to feel normal. Earlier i had uni, so it was fine if he didnt reply, but now i find myself obsessing over him if a reply is three days late. My friend recently matched with him on bumble and i lost my mind.
Yesterday was the second time i ever met him. We just hung out in his car, talked, and it was the most comfortable thing ever. And now i cant help but wonder if that was a mistake, because i cant stop thinking about him at all. Not that i could earlier either, but now he's seen what i look like and still says he wants to hang out with me, which is WILD to me. I understand i need to work on my self esteem, and i really am, but for now i just dont understand it.
There isnt much of a point to this post. I guess I'm just wondering if a meeting makes me feel this happy, maybe i should cut my losses before i fall even more into him? I dont think i could stand the heartbreak if after so long he tells he doesn't think this'll work. It'll be hard to cut off, i know lmao ive been trying for so long, but maybe i should just finally lay this to rest for once and for all?
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