just have to apologize for the poor English writing. (M19) this is my first post to Reddit.
it's this girl (f18). we meet a lot 2 years ago since my best friend was together with her best friend. we started kising and fooling (not s * x) around. I fell hard for her and i did not know if she liked me back, but after a few weeks we had s * x (I was her first) and we lost contact soon after. at the same time my best friend and her did break up and we lost touch completely. I did not dare to tell her how I felt and life went on. but 1 year ago before lockdown I was at a big party and a friend of hers came up to me to scold me for what I was doing when she and I were on. I did not recognize myself in what she said. she meant i just used her etc something i do not feel is right. I do now se that she had fealings for me too and that i fucked up. I strongly considered contacting her to ask why her friend said what she said but did not dare to do it and it is to late to do that now. but since then I have not been able to stop thinking about her. I think often and are longing back to the time we "dated" and was fooling around. (i do not know the right word for it). I think I still have some feelings for her and often think about what life had looked like if I had only dared to say what I felt back then. I do not know what i shoud do and it have been a long time sins it all. but since her friend approached me and said what she said I have wondered if she still has any feelings for me or if it was just her friend who was still mad at me after all this time. (this is not the same girlfriend who was with my friend). I realy need some advice on what to do.
is there a possibility that I can get in touch with her again it is somthing i think i realy want to, or is that chance small. or what should I do?
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