He was my first ever hookup and second person I’ve ever slept with after my ex (who basically love bombed me for 5 months then couldn’t commit to me). We’ve only slept together twice and the first time was a week after my breakup so I was emotionally distraught after it because my hookup was quite aggressive and I didn’t know what to expect. I’m not sure why I decided to sleep with him again this time; I guess I’m having a hard time navigating my first breakup and whatnot.
I know this guy only wants sex from me which I don’t really like. But sometimes I get really lonely and it was nice to cuddle with someone (I hate that I feel this way). This guy is kind of awkward and I feel like he doesn’t have much social skills, as I feel like I’m talking to a horny 17 year old more than half the time.
We slept together 2 days ago, had fun talking, cuddling, etc. Side note, I had just recently dyed my hair black and I’m quite pale so I was already thinking if I looked really intense and got self conscious but just started liking it a few days ago. When the guy was here, he and I were making weird faces to each other and he said “you look like the girl from the grudge” (as a joke???) which I cannot stop thinking about. He didn’t text me at all after he left my place until the next day and sent me a photo of my roommate he met when he came the last time on an OLD app. He told me to tell her to match with him so they could talk.
I thought it was a joke at first but then my roommate told me he actually liked her profile and I just know that if my roommate were to have flirted with him, he would’ve 100% went for it. It just kind of upset me because we just spent time together a day ago and now you’re trying to hit on my best friend... I don’t know if I’m being too dramatic or something but I just can’t get any of this out of my head and it’s really eating away at me. How do I not take this personally and let it go??
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