I don't know why I suddenly remembered this today, but I recalled the time seven years ago I blew it with what was basically my dream girl, or at least, the best possible match I could have ever hoped to find. We never actually dated or anything, mind you. We knew each other, hit it off really well, I fell for her, pursued her, but wasn't good enough for her, and she rejected me and distanced herself from me.
I was devastated back then, because I could see it already even then; that she was the best possible match for me, and I just wasn't good enough for her, and I blew my chance at having that special someone in my life. If only I'd been better, she and I probably would've dated, had a nice relationship, heck, we'd probably be married by now. That was my moment. And I blew it.
It took me a while to forget about all of that. To be honest, I haven't thought about her or that situation in quite a while, although in the 7+ years since it happened, I've never met another woman that made me feel the way she did. And now dating is pretty much off the table for me. But, I've been thinking about a lot of things lately, and for whatever reason, I just came upon the memory of probably my biggest flub ever. And man, does that suck. I dunno. I guess I'm just trying to collect my thoughts, and look for some perspective here.
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