We have been talking for about a month between first matching and on the texts/calls more recently. Our conversations have NEVER fallen flat. She messages me every morning when she gets up and we text for a little bit before work and sparsely throughout the day. We talk for hours on the phone with absolutely no end of things to discuss, as if we've known each-other for our entire lives. Lots of playful interactions... we're always laughing and enjoying each other.
She'll also texts me after we get off the phone how she is really attracted to me, and I've reciprocated. She is beautiful all around with a great personality to match. Everything just seems... awesome. We both have children, so between that and work our time is pretty limited, but we ALWAYS make the best of it.
I just have this looming feeling, likely from previous relationships, that something is going to go wrong. I know it's not going to be rainbows and unicorns forever, that's not what I'm worried about. I just feel like maybe I'm talking too much or showing too much of my emotions... or being too available... or something else. I've always been known to make myself vulnerable because I am just an open and honest person.
I've told myself many times that I needed to change and be a bit more mysterious, which I have been way better about that recently. I am more interested in hearing what she has to say rather than saying what I want to say. That is, with the exception of the occasional joke which always hit home.
I feel my interest growing more each day and I just don't want to screw this one up from being stuck in my head. I know we've all been through some stuff in life, and I could really use a break right about now. Feel free to call me out if I'm just overthinking everything.
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