So I [M20] met this person [F20] in school. They were very nice to me and I thought they liked me. We didn’t speak much until later on. We then spoke and she was flirting with me gave me her number and told me that we should “chill” after school at a coffee shop. I said okay. I told her that i like her romantically. She said she liked me too.
We went on a bunch of dates, did a bunch of stuff. She would hold my hand when out in public, kiss me out of nowhere and just hug me for a bit too long. She texted me today that she’s gonna be at a friends house and go to the gym. So this is why she was busy. Now I saw her outside with a guy he was so much bigger than me. They saw me and looked at me. She had her eyes big in shock and the guy just smirked. He looked like he could fight and just more handsome than me. I’m not going to fight him but he looked strong. She was all over him in public. I saw them and put my head down. Walked away. Didn’t even let her know I saw. I have trust issues and all these issues jumped out at me. What does the world want from me? Can the world not let me just be happy alone? Every time I’m happy someone comes along that I start liking just for them to say no, string me or just leave. I’m completely fine with people leaving me. A lot of people in my life have left me and I’m happy. At least they didn’t betray me.
I just want to be left alone at this point. I have my friends who I lean on. One of my girl friends told me that she’s sorry I go through this all the time. She’s my best friend and she knows a lot about me. It’s only me who gets played. This has happened so many times. I tell everyone I’m better by myself. Is it bad if I don’t want to date anymore or have any relationship? I have been single for like 4 years and I’m very happy single. I finally thought something was going to happen. I’m so mad. I was so right but everyone was like no you need to take a chance. Well we rolled the dice and now we’re here.
I blocked her on everything and don’t want anything to do with anyone.
I didn’t ask about her ex or body count because I didn’t want to get hurt because she could’ve had more experience than me. I was literally just another pit stop until she made up her mind. Word to The Weeknd.
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