I get that some people peak or they think they do at some point in life and I think for me that could have been in college. But I didnt get a great college experience in any sense of the word, I went from community college to a small university, I didnt meet women and date around or hook up. I met a few women, most of them played games and made me their back up guy, treated me like garbage, used me for attention, walked all over me, and I got rejected and ghosted. I did go on a few dates and kissed a few women but like I said it wasnt really great or fun since it would usually turn into a bad experience like I mentioned.
The worst was one of the women that I did go on a few dates with ended up with an ex friend of mine. She kept ending things between us and coming back to me, lied to my face, walked all over me, was jealous of all women for some reason, wanted to hide the fact that we were seeing each other. Every time I tried to talk things out and communicate it would just get worse somehow. But she was the complete opposite with him.
So I am a single virgin at 26 now. I keep thinking back to college and how I pretty much looked pathetic and worthless and a complete joke to these women. The worst part is thinking back to that woman and the ex friend. I can never compare to him, Ill never be good enough for her, Ill never get to be with her, Ill never get a relationship as good as they had, Ill never be with someone as attractive as her and she wasnt even a model or a 10/10 I just really found her attractive.
I have heard people have one night stands and get into relationships to get over someone. How do people do that? For people that peaked at a point in their past, is it over for them afterwards? I pretty much missed out on the best years of my life, I will never get to meet attractive women easily, Ill never get to be anyones first anything, I never was good enough for women in their 20s and never will be, Ill never be the guy they always wanted.
Just seeing how that woman was with my ex friend or seeing these posts of women overlooking so many things for guys, or how those guys are always with new women it just pretty much cements the idea that I am not good enough. Guys my age are way past their first and even if some women have played games with them they at least have met many more women that have wanted them.
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