I'm an introverted shy girl,well manered,rich family,parents loves me a lot and gives me everything I want but I always was bullied by others jealousy toward me and even got rumors that I'm a hoe without being one.I'm start here,I was 17 yrs old when I started dating first and it was because of society pressure because everyone called me a hoe without being one,so I said why not to act on these worlds.But I never really had a date because everyone i went out wanted a hook up and ofc I didn't have sex with them only oral if it counts.They touched me without my permisson too,treated me like shit,yelled at me,when I deffended myself for not touching me they started being abusive,they never put money on me,never byed me anything or never byed me a gift,some of them were in relationship with other girls and if one of them find out i was shocked and still left on blame for this.Sometimes I think it's my fault since I never took any of them serious just for ''my boyfriends list''which I felt obligated to make because of rumors about me which they weren't true.But what hurts most is because I have self respect,why boys don't treat me like princess which my parents does they never abused me,parents loves me alot gives me everything,I never do any chores in home I just stay sitting all day watching netflix etc,and why wouldn't guys treat me the same,and whenever I had oral sex or kissed with them I didn't feel anything ,I started these shi*ty ''relationships'' to use them but I was the one being used here,now I'm 19 yrs old still a virgin,why does any guy sees me as a hook up, instead of the wife material I really am,like I said i'm shy,reserved,never offends others even if they do,do what people say,know how to make some cooks,know how to clean,I wear modestly even tho I'm pretty and hot body.
[link] [comments]
from Dating Advice https://ift.tt/3aDRJNW
via IFTTT
No comments:
Post a Comment