Do you ever feel so low it feels like your heart is empty?
I feel like such a loser on relationships. I just wish things were like the way our grandparents had it. I’ve always dreamed of true love, but it never happened.
I’m 42 female, I like how I look. I get a lot of guys hitting on me but something about me repels people and I don’t know what is. I’m clean, have a job, and all that. I feel so used. I feel like after I sleep with someone they lose interest so I’m trying to take it slower now.
I know a guy since March and have been out to a few dinners with him. We only kissed. I spent the night at his house 3 times and did not sleep with him. We were supposed to go on a trip today, and yesterday he cancelled on me. I don’t seem to find a balance. I feel so low. If I had slept with him I’d think it was because I was too easy. Idk maybe he’s got “someone” else going on…
But even before him. I never feel like guys are putting enough effort. I never feel loved enough on my relationships. I’m an honest person. I think I deserve to be loved. I just feel so frustrated with how dating is rn. I feel that if I show feelings for the guy, he will take me for granted. And I don’t know when I’m dating if the guy is just holding back for their own fear/ insecurity of showing and being rejected or if he’s really not interested.
I keep on overthinking remembering the things he did and say to try to discover, but also am terrified of getting my heart broken 💔 again.
Are men holding back? Or is it just a lack of interest?
I’m an emotional mess today. Feel like crying. Feel so sad.
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