i dated two guys in the summer cause im a moron. today, my seat partner who im good friends with is in the same group that the two guys i dated are in. he told me that they were just using me. obviously, i just cracked jokes and laughed at it but the entire day i just wanted to cry. its so crazy how fantastic people can be at lying and deceiving those who gave you a chance. it makes me feel so foolish, gullible, embarrassed, and hopeless. you can say that im a dramatic teenager thats learning her first lesson in dating and i guess you'd be right but my mind always feels out of control and i dont know how to really think. and so many people just leave me i guess and i feel as though i'll never be good enough for anyone. thats how they were able to take advantage of me because they knew i was and still am unstable. if one of them texted me and said they wanted me back, i would take them back. im just a desperate fucking loser who will be willing to love any guy that tells me im good enough to suck his dick. i know this post is a mess. i just feel entirely alone. i dont really have anyone to talk to about it. i cant go to therapy. im stuck.
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