Tuesday, May 11 is when my (M, 27) girlfriend of six and a half years told me she was kissed by another guy a few days earlier, and said that she liked the feeling of the kiss and had feelings for the guy. He knew she was in a serious relationship.
Anyway, I left and drove a couple hours to my family's house. The next day, my girlfriend told me I could have our apartment to myself so I could begin the final two weeks of my job. (I don't make enough to live on my own in that area)
Between that Wednesday and Friday, I made the few hour trip up to my family a few times for doctors appointments. Friday evening (May 14) she told me she was going to be staying in the apartment, too. We argued, I cussed her out, and she helped me pack my Chevy Cruz with some of my belongings. The next week, I stayed at my grandparent's house.
I officially moved out Saturday, May 22. Saturday morning, before the moving van came, we talked, hugged, kissed, and cried. She said she still loves me, but that we're not compatible living together. She also said I didn't do anything wrong. She said the guy that kisses her said she was too fat to date, so why kiss her in the first place? And she also seemed more upset that he called her fat than the fact that she lost me.
I lost my job, my health insurance, my apartment, my pet cat, and my girlfriend/best friend. Everything was in her name. I've only ever been with her. I was planning on proposing by the end of the year. We've been through college graduation, grad school graduation, her father and step-father passing.
Honestly, I don't know what to do or how to feel. Am I a piece of shit or a loser? I've been applying for jobs and looking at places to live. My friends said I can do better, but what if she was my "peak?" What if she does better than me?
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