This might be the wrong subreddit. It’s just that. I’ve got no friends, never been in a relationship ( i’m looking for something serious ). I’m lonely.
I used to enjoy writing screenplays, watching movies, listening to my favorite band ( Måneskin ) but, in the last few years, i couldn’t stop comparing to my only friend ( he’s not my friend anymore ), and his perfect life with his perfect girlfriend. They’re going on a cruise this summer. They’re living their life, while i’m stuck here alone.
Every time, i hear guys that are “socially inept” with girls getting a relationship after a bit. Everyone is dating nowadays. I’m feeling bad. I don’t even know where/how to meet new people.
I used to go to the gym, keep myself fit cause i wanted to, but then i kept on comparing myself to others. Their lives... how could they talk to girls.
Now i’m not fat, i’m still pretty fit, but i’m contemplating suicide, cause i seriously stopped having hope. I’ve never felt good enough for dating, in my entire life. I’m even severely balding, and i know it’ll destroy my confidence, if i ever had one.
It’s like being trash. I’m useless, and i hate myself so much. I know i’m sensitive, i know i’m caring and somehow funny if i want to, but i just don’t have the balls.
I really need help...
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