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So after that first date things went well.
We texted every day, and he called me every other day. He is Muslim so we agreed not to meet while he was fasting but he still checked up on me every day. I got so used to hearing his voice at night. So about two weeks ago his car insurance got cancelled and he asked me if he could borrow £300. I said I wasnt comfortable with it and he kept apologising.
Fast forward, we plan a second date on this past Saturday. We're both super excited and he had been telling me he misses me. I suggest we go to a drive in movie or restaurant (I've never actually been taken on an actual date before, has always been car rides). But then he suggests a hotel. I said I wasnt comfortable with it, he apologises again and assures me he's not like other guys. 'I know how they can be'.
SOOO. Saturday comes. Date is planned for 6pm. I get ready, put my makeup on, tell my family I'm about to go out. 30ish minutes before the date he tells me he has a family emergency and cant make it today. I'm like fair enough. A bit sad but okay, I understand. He doesnt contact me at all for the rest of the day but I check in on him. Its embarrassing as well because my family were like 'you got all dressed up for nothing'.
The next day he tries to reschedule I said sorry I cant do Sunday. I ask him what about Tuesday? So he finds a nice resturant and we both agree to go. We were to meet at a point and go to the resturant together.
He's messaging me all yesterday saying he cant wait to see me. He messages me through the day today, asking how my day was etc. The date was planned for 7.30. He messaged me 2 hours before asking how I was. I said fine thanks. So I got ready again. Had messaged him what time hes leaving the house and he didnt message back. Weird but ok.
About 1 hour before we're supposed to meet I call him and he doesnt answer. He then responds on whatsapp saying 'hey I'm sooooo sorry I'm running late. Don't leave yet, I'll tell you when to'.
So I'm like it's okay but please not too late. My parents are already asking me why have I not left yet as I said I was going out earlier. I left the house just so my family dont think the same thing has happened. 😅
I'm waiting in the car for his text...then I check on whatsapp and his picture has disappeared. I message and there is only 1 tick. I tried calling him and it went straight to voicemail. Yeah....he's blocked me. I called another time, and the phone rang a few times then went to voicemail. I tried once more and it went straight to voicemail again. Havent tried to contact after that.
Anyway. That's the update. I went for a drive by myself and stayed out a bit so my family dont think I'm a loser lol. I bought him a gift and I just left it in the car. On the way back home I couldnt stop crying. I'm such an idiot, why do I like someone I have only met once. It's the nicest a guy has ever been to me I really thought he would be good. I dont understand...why call me every day, talk to me and tell me all these sweet things. Try to arrange to meet me and then suddenly disappear?
Hahah I'm crying while writing this. I KNEW I would never find someone who would treat me well. I'm so fucking ugly and just not worth it and I just don't know what's wrong with me. I hate that I'm crying so much for someone I barely knew. I just hate myself.
My cats have come on top of me for cuddles though so that makes me feel a little better lol.
Anyway, sorry guys. I'm just really sad right now...I needed to tell someone. I really hope tomorrow is a better day. Today was horrible at work and just everything has gone wrong.
Sorry for going on. I know I talk too much. 😅
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