Semi-throw-away account because workplace has a strict policy on social media of all types. Anyway...
Seriously. I try so hard to "get it" and it's just hard. Being that I'm Autistic, and my 26F ex-wife and I dated off and on for 12 years, I really feel like I've lost my personality; like I could go out and chat with someone and they would completely forget me a day after. I feel like I'm not memorable enough to make an impression on dating.
It's just weird, I want to eventually build a home and a family, the way I would've had with my ex-wife, if she hadn't hit me and possibly cheated on me (plenty of potentially circumstantial evidence), I would still be with her but I think I deserve better.
But it's weird, I feel like I'm in a no-man's-land, where I'm either too intelligent or too dumb, too boring or too interesting... Can't just find someone I click with.
I really don't know.
I feel like there's something I'm doing wrong without even realising
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